anshul
- tis special is 4 u , zamane ka daman jo smhala to mili ek tmhari jsi
dost , zamana chahe bhule pr na bhule aisi dost, ye fariyad hi nhi dua b
h rab se k salamat rhe hmari dosti jb tk rhe din rat
Sunday, July 20, 2014
vo karan
yu guman hone nhi deta samaj khud k ldki hone pe pr kya kru fitrat hi aisi h k khud pr guman na hone ka karan nazar nhi ata
udaan mil jae mujhe
hawao
me titliyo ki tarah udna pasand h , machli ki trah samandar ki gahraiyo
me utarna pasand h ,yu bandhan bahut h pr mujhe ye bandhan todna pasand
h ,akash ki anantata ko khojna pasand h, bs vo ek udaan mil jae mujhe
lahrein
samandar
ki lahrein yu afsana kyu ban jati h.... dil ki khani dastan kyu ban
jati h.... zindagi bahut badi ye manti hu.... pr do pal ki khushi
zindagi bhar ki yad ban jati h...kash k ye asman meri panaho me rhta....
to m bhi uski panaho me rhne ka lutf le pati... shayad ye ek tamanna
h..... pr lgta h k gehri hasrat bhi h .... lgta h k gehri chahat bhi
h....-nishu gupta
hasratein
hasrate
hr roz chli ati h sapno k raste se chhup chhup kr....nhi koi galti un
hasrato ki b ,akhir de jati h vo ek lamha khi to....
raftarein
Raftarein jo zindagi ki raftaron se na jud ski
na maalum kis tarah ek hadbandi hmare bhi zimme ho gai
ho jate hm b fana in raftaro ki raftar me
gar paya na hota khud ko is zindagi raftar me
ye lafz jo is kadar raftar me bah rhe h
na jane kyu kisi ki raftar se nhi jud rhe
kya khata ho gai h hmari raftar me
jse khafa ho gai hu m is raftar ki raftar me
jo chl jata pta koi nuskha is raftar ka
to kho deti shayad khud ko pane ka nuskha is raftar me
pr khush hu k pa gai khud ko is raftar me
to dar nhi ab kisi se is bewafa raftar me
na maalum kis tarah ek hadbandi hmare bhi zimme ho gai
ho jate hm b fana in raftaro ki raftar me
gar paya na hota khud ko is zindagi raftar me
ye lafz jo is kadar raftar me bah rhe h
na jane kyu kisi ki raftar se nhi jud rhe
kya khata ho gai h hmari raftar me
jse khafa ho gai hu m is raftar ki raftar me
jo chl jata pta koi nuskha is raftar ka
to kho deti shayad khud ko pane ka nuskha is raftar me
pr khush hu k pa gai khud ko is raftar me
to dar nhi ab kisi se is bewafa raftar me
vo jb kuchh kho gaya tha
Kuchh dino se mne kuchh likha nahi,
shayad kuchh dino se mujhe kuchh jancha nahi,
jo ab mujhe jancha tha kuchh,
to likhne ki pati mere hath me rahi nahi,
akhir vo kuchh panne mere rahe nahi,
vo kavitae jo khud ki talaash me likhi thi maine,
vo meri taqdeer me rahi nhi,
kabhi sochu k dukh ki vjh h yahi,
pr phir lgta h k lekhni ko koi rok skta nahi,
gar akhtiyar kar saku phir se likhne ka faisla,
to ho skta h k purana paa sakti nahi,
par nayi kritiya to soch se gai nahi|
aj mera svarachit kavita sangrah kho gaya....
Vo meri zindagi ka sabse kareebi hissa tha....uske kho jane k gam me ek kavita us gam ki aahuti hetu...
Phir bhi iltaza h meri khuda se k vo mujhe mere us sangrah se mila de.....un kavitao ki bharpai shayad meri nai kavitae na kar pae....
Ha par kuchh dur h to shayad kuchh naya bnane ka mauka hi shayad is se mile....
shayad kuchh dino se mujhe kuchh jancha nahi,
jo ab mujhe jancha tha kuchh,
to likhne ki pati mere hath me rahi nahi,
akhir vo kuchh panne mere rahe nahi,
vo kavitae jo khud ki talaash me likhi thi maine,
vo meri taqdeer me rahi nhi,
kabhi sochu k dukh ki vjh h yahi,
pr phir lgta h k lekhni ko koi rok skta nahi,
gar akhtiyar kar saku phir se likhne ka faisla,
to ho skta h k purana paa sakti nahi,
par nayi kritiya to soch se gai nahi|
aj mera svarachit kavita sangrah kho gaya....
Vo meri zindagi ka sabse kareebi hissa tha....uske kho jane k gam me ek kavita us gam ki aahuti hetu...
Phir bhi iltaza h meri khuda se k vo mujhe mere us sangrah se mila de.....un kavitao ki bharpai shayad meri nai kavitae na kar pae....
Ha par kuchh dur h to shayad kuchh naya bnane ka mauka hi shayad is se mile....
kuchh lamho ki yadein
Beete hue kuchh panno ki vo haseen yadein,
zehan ki gehraio ko kuredati vo gumgeen yadein,
is safar me peeche chhuthe ja rahi bhooli bisree yadein,
jane anjane muskan dilati suhaani yadein,
in yadon ko samet lo or beh jao nav sangam ki ane wali yadon me,
kalpana ke satrangi simhasan se saji yado me,
nae kalevaro ko sametati atrangi yadon me,
hum bhi is duniya me h is vajood ke marm ko samajhne ki yadon me,
namaakul hoti vyavastha ko makul bnati hui yadon me,
pr phir b yeh nahi kahati m k bheege raho tum sirf yadon me,
aao pran le yadon ko haquiquat se rubaru karane ko
hum jutenge jee jaan se jutati saanso se......
zehan ki gehraio ko kuredati vo gumgeen yadein,
is safar me peeche chhuthe ja rahi bhooli bisree yadein,
jane anjane muskan dilati suhaani yadein,
in yadon ko samet lo or beh jao nav sangam ki ane wali yadon me,
kalpana ke satrangi simhasan se saji yado me,
nae kalevaro ko sametati atrangi yadon me,
hum bhi is duniya me h is vajood ke marm ko samajhne ki yadon me,
namaakul hoti vyavastha ko makul bnati hui yadon me,
pr phir b yeh nahi kahati m k bheege raho tum sirf yadon me,
aao pran le yadon ko haquiquat se rubaru karane ko
hum jutenge jee jaan se jutati saanso se......
gamo ko ubaal tu
दर्द की आँच पर गमो को उबाल तू
दिल मे ना ज़्यादा वहमो को पाल तू
सामने मन्ज़िल और सुन्हरा आसमान है
काट दे चारो तरफ बुने ये जाल तू
ये जमाना ना तेरे हाथ आयेगा
मदारी बन दिखा कोई कामाल तू
एक छेड है काफी पानी गिराने को
एक पत्थर आसमान की और उछाल तू
नन्हे अंकुर आज नही तो कल निकलेंगे
बस एक लोटा जल इसमे डाल तू
दिल मे ना ज़्यादा वहमो को पाल तू
सामने मन्ज़िल और सुन्हरा आसमान है
काट दे चारो तरफ बुने ये जाल तू
ये जमाना ना तेरे हाथ आयेगा
मदारी बन दिखा कोई कामाल तू
एक छेड है काफी पानी गिराने को
एक पत्थर आसमान की और उछाल तू
नन्हे अंकुर आज नही तो कल निकलेंगे
बस एक लोटा जल इसमे डाल तू
jine ka sach
जीने का सच
ठोकर खाकर गुनगुनाना ज़िन्दगी है
गम पाकर मुस्कुराना ज़िन्दगी है
सुख के साथ जीये तो क्या जीये
गम भुलाकर जशन मनाना ज़िन्दगी है
ठोकर खाकर गुनगुनाना ज़िन्दगी है
गम पाकर मुस्कुराना ज़िन्दगी है
सुख के साथ जीये तो क्या जीये
गम भुलाकर जशन मनाना ज़िन्दगी है
mauka h to
मौका है तो
मौका है तो मचल जाईए
मौका है तो मचल जाईए
थोडा संभलिये थोडा फिसल जाईए
मोटी गली ना मिले तो पतली गली से निकल जाईए
मेरे शेर आपके रूबरू थोडा तो बहल जाईए
एक हल्की सी हसी मे पिघल जाईए
मौका है तो मचल जाईए
मौका है तो मचल जाईए
थोडा संभलिये थोडा फिसल जाईए
मोटी गली ना मिले तो पतली गली से निकल जाईए
मेरे शेर आपके रूबरू थोडा तो बहल जाईए
एक हल्की सी हसी मे पिघल जाईए
kya yhi hindustan h
AJEEB SI DASTAN HAI, YAHA HAR KOI ANJAAN HAI
RAJ THAKRE NE LAGA DI AAG PAR JALA TO INSAN HAI
UTHAYI UNGLI SARDAR PE TO KISI NE BAPU KO KHICHA
UNKA KYA KAROGE JIS KE GHAR SE GAYI JAAN HAI
KISI NE KAHA JAWAB DEGE GOLI SE GOLI KA
KYA YAHI HUMARE "RASHTRA" KA SAMMAN HAI
KOI DIYA AAHUTI JIWAN KA AUR BANA MAHAN HAI
LALOO NE KAHA ISTIFA DO AUR NITISH KA BHI YAHI BAYAN HAI
KOI KAHTA HAI KI KARTE HUM DESH KA NIRMAN HAI
KOI KURSI KE KHATIR BADALTA APNA BAYAN HAI
KOI KAHTA YE HINDU HAI TO KOI YE MUSALMAN HAI
KYA YAHI DESH HAI JISEY KAHTE HUM MAHAN HAIN?
KYA YAHI HINDUSTAN HAI? KYA YAHI HINDUSTAN HAI?
JIS PAR GARV HAR KISI KA AUR HUMARA SAMMAN HAI
KYA YAHI HINDUSTAN HAI? KYA YAHI HINDUSTAN HAI?
RAJ THAKRE NE LAGA DI AAG PAR JALA TO INSAN HAI
UTHAYI UNGLI SARDAR PE TO KISI NE BAPU KO KHICHA
UNKA KYA KAROGE JIS KE GHAR SE GAYI JAAN HAI
KISI NE KAHA JAWAB DEGE GOLI SE GOLI KA
KYA YAHI HUMARE "RASHTRA" KA SAMMAN HAI
KOI DIYA AAHUTI JIWAN KA AUR BANA MAHAN HAI
LALOO NE KAHA ISTIFA DO AUR NITISH KA BHI YAHI BAYAN HAI
KOI KAHTA HAI KI KARTE HUM DESH KA NIRMAN HAI
KOI KURSI KE KHATIR BADALTA APNA BAYAN HAI
KOI KAHTA YE HINDU HAI TO KOI YE MUSALMAN HAI
KYA YAHI DESH HAI JISEY KAHTE HUM MAHAN HAIN?
KYA YAHI HINDUSTAN HAI? KYA YAHI HINDUSTAN HAI?
JIS PAR GARV HAR KISI KA AUR HUMARA SAMMAN HAI
KYA YAHI HINDUSTAN HAI? KYA YAHI HINDUSTAN HAI?
rashtrapati bhawan
kuchh
din pehle behad bhavavesh me maine rashtrapati bhavan ki or kooch kia
tha... laga tha ki sab badalne ki himmat or himaakat hai mujhme ...
lekin is alaav se jazbe ko kahi se chingari na mili... desh ki sarkaar
ne hum yuva varg se vishwasghaat kiya.... janta ki asmat ko is tarah har
roz loota ja rha h ki vo samajhte h janta apna dum tod degi par mai
dekh paa rhi hu ki is bar ek ablaa naari ki pratidhvani
is aavaam ki dhvani ke sath or prajwalit hokar gunjaymaan ho rahi h..
sarkaar ki choolein hila rahi h.. yeh ek khuli chunauti hai aavaam ki is
angreziyat ki chaal me dhalti sarkar ko ki yadi kuchh na kiya insafgoi
ko nainsaafi me badla to vo din door nhi jab takht-o-taaj ki varis ye
sarkaar or uske baashinde sadakon ki khaak chhanane layak bhi nahi
bachenge... meri aawaz mahaan kavi shri dushyant kumar ki is amar kriti
ki bhanti prajwalit hoti rahegi... aao utho ae saathiyo... door gagan k
taare nhi is hindustani mulq ki zameen par padte hmare kadmo se
laav-lashkar lie us insaaf ko batore jo khi kho gaya h...
aaj or aage aane wala samay bahut kathin h par hme dat kr khade rhna h or is samay ko apne haq me karna h...
meri apoorva shubhkaamnaien har us bhartiya ya insan k lie h jo iske lie kisi bhi roop me kuchh kar rha ya rhi hai
sasneh
nishu gupta
हो गई है पीर पर्वत-सी पिघलनी चाहिए,
इस हिमालय से कोई गंगा निकलनी चाहिए।
आज यह दीवार, परदों की तरह हिलने लगी,
शर्त लेकिन थी कि ये बुनियाद हिलनी चाहिए।
हर सड़क पर, हर गली में, हर नगर, हर गाँव में,
हाथ लहराते हुए हर लाश चलनी चाहिए।
सिर्फ हंगामा खड़ा करना मेरा मकसद नहीं,
सारी कोशिश है कि ये सूरत बदलनी चाहिए।
मेरे सीने में नहीं तो तेरे सीने में सही,
हो कहीं भी आग, लेकिन आग जलनी चाहिए।
- दुष्यन्त कुमार
aaj or aage aane wala samay bahut kathin h par hme dat kr khade rhna h or is samay ko apne haq me karna h...
meri apoorva shubhkaamnaien har us bhartiya ya insan k lie h jo iske lie kisi bhi roop me kuchh kar rha ya rhi hai
sasneh
nishu gupta
हो गई है पीर पर्वत-सी पिघलनी चाहिए,
इस हिमालय से कोई गंगा निकलनी चाहिए।
आज यह दीवार, परदों की तरह हिलने लगी,
शर्त लेकिन थी कि ये बुनियाद हिलनी चाहिए।
हर सड़क पर, हर गली में, हर नगर, हर गाँव में,
हाथ लहराते हुए हर लाश चलनी चाहिए।
सिर्फ हंगामा खड़ा करना मेरा मकसद नहीं,
सारी कोशिश है कि ये सूरत बदलनी चाहिए।
मेरे सीने में नहीं तो तेरे सीने में सही,
हो कहीं भी आग, लेकिन आग जलनी चाहिए।
- दुष्यन्त कुमार
vahashat ka naach
Arey
bhaiyo or behno jis desh ki sarkar ki auratein khud apne jism k astitva
ko lekar khaufzada ho vo kya hum loktantra ki auraton k lie kuchh
karengi..
Kisi desh me yadi satta paksh me matvapurn stithio pr auratein ho or phir bhi vha ki aam auratein alag alag kism ki prataadnaaon se jujh rahi ho or unke khilaaf parthmiki bhi darz na ki ja rhi ho to samajh lena chahie ki sarkaar bik chuki h ..sarkaar ki auratein bik chuki h.. Jis satta ke 200 se adhik vidhayako ke hi khilaaf balatkar ki prathmiki ho or vo ab bhi khule saand jaise ghoom rahe ho taki kuchh or aam ya khaas auraton ko apni hawas ka shikaar bana sake to soch lijie ki ab aadmiyat ke is kaal me auratein jismfaroshi ke alawa or kisi karyakshetra me pragati nahi kar sakti...
Police ki hi policing ho gai h
hmare tathakathit rashtrapati ,,pradhanmantri v anya khasamkhas log jinhe hum apna pratinidhi kahte h goonge or bahre ho chuke h..
Ab bs is technology ka intezar karo ki jab aadmi kursi par baith kr apni ichchha se kisi b aurat k kapde noch kar utar phekega...
M garv karu to kaise karu, itihaas likhu to kaise likhu ki m jis samaaj me rahti hu vah ek sust, sasta or bhrist samaaj h,, yha har or vahshat ka naach h, nocho or nacho ki pankti hoti charitarth hai
Kisi desh me yadi satta paksh me matvapurn stithio pr auratein ho or phir bhi vha ki aam auratein alag alag kism ki prataadnaaon se jujh rahi ho or unke khilaaf parthmiki bhi darz na ki ja rhi ho to samajh lena chahie ki sarkaar bik chuki h ..sarkaar ki auratein bik chuki h.. Jis satta ke 200 se adhik vidhayako ke hi khilaaf balatkar ki prathmiki ho or vo ab bhi khule saand jaise ghoom rahe ho taki kuchh or aam ya khaas auraton ko apni hawas ka shikaar bana sake to soch lijie ki ab aadmiyat ke is kaal me auratein jismfaroshi ke alawa or kisi karyakshetra me pragati nahi kar sakti...
Police ki hi policing ho gai h
hmare tathakathit rashtrapati ,,pradhanmantri v anya khasamkhas log jinhe hum apna pratinidhi kahte h goonge or bahre ho chuke h..
Ab bs is technology ka intezar karo ki jab aadmi kursi par baith kr apni ichchha se kisi b aurat k kapde noch kar utar phekega...
M garv karu to kaise karu, itihaas likhu to kaise likhu ki m jis samaaj me rahti hu vah ek sust, sasta or bhrist samaaj h,, yha har or vahshat ka naach h, nocho or nacho ki pankti hoti charitarth hai
impurity
some
times things get so complicated that you can't even thnk of your way
coming out oof them.. but this time the reason was not the same... we
are very much socialised towards our cultural capital, ascribed status
and achieved status... its just dsn't matter that you discriminating on
the basis of gender and sex...
lemme tell you frnz this sex and gender seems similar but they are different ...
sex is biological and gender is a social identity of sex.... and if gender is more important then sex or vice-verse then too women are impure and polluted in those days... the so called "those days" made me realise that these days are very impure sort of things for women and because of this we are just impure and being a woman i must not go to any religious place...................
i am damn angry to know that that i am impure
lemme tell you frnz this sex and gender seems similar but they are different ...
sex is biological and gender is a social identity of sex.... and if gender is more important then sex or vice-verse then too women are impure and polluted in those days... the so called "those days" made me realise that these days are very impure sort of things for women and because of this we are just impure and being a woman i must not go to any religious place...................
i am damn angry to know that that i am impure
gaaliyan
i
really need to know are women come under human category or they are
commodity or they having no identity they do no have anything for which
they can say that i am woman bcz i have this... com'on matlab maa or
bahan ne kya bigada h jo we use those slang and abusive words i mean as
far as i know we as north indians use women to give gali... bahanchaud ,
madarchaud , saleetc i mean these are most common
slangs i listen while walking on roads travelling here and there ..we
are so used to with this gali that we don't even think that in this our
own female relatives are getting involved.... and only female..... and
female related relatives ...why we can't say or do not say baap chaud
bhaai chaud ...all sexual slangs we use but these slangs always revolve
around females or female private parts and also give slangs in which
women do not have those parts .. plz ppl gt a life either the slangs mst
not be biased or do not use thm....
story telling
shivani ma'am made my day today by sharing my status and said she thinks that i am an asset for the school u shivani ma'am.. she raised us in various things and helped us in being ourselves
had a spcl wonderful day wth sm old children.... it was day camp of class 2 children...
and i was asked to take a story telling session .... the story was ' sharing can be fun'
sweet story with the cute characters of winnie the pooh and piglet...
first thng was that children were so excited to see me.. and then i started telling thm story.. they all were lost in it.... they told me we liked the story and more than that we like you and the way you tell a story.. amazing and authentic appreciation and then they said ma'am we missed youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu so much and we thought that you must have forget us but you still remember our name when you are not teaching us and teaching big children... wow.. tat was disheartening ... but i will surely gnna meet them all now so that they won't think tat teachers forget old children.. i dnt wnna lt thm go wth wrong perception... day of my life
and i was asked to take a story telling session .... the story was ' sharing can be fun'
sweet story with the cute characters of winnie the pooh and piglet...
first thng was that children were so excited to see me.. and then i started telling thm story.. they all were lost in it.... they told me we liked the story and more than that we like you and the way you tell a story.. amazing and authentic appreciation and then they said ma'am we missed youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu so much and we thought that you must have forget us but you still remember our name when you are not teaching us and teaching big children... wow.. tat was disheartening ... but i will surely gnna meet them all now so that they won't think tat teachers forget old children.. i dnt wnna lt thm go wth wrong perception... day of my life
agency
today had a wonderful session with dr. poonam batra
the article of today was Dewey and education
amazing it was ... upma presented it so well that previously i used to like dewey now i am in love with Dewey. he wrote his articles and papers in early 1930s and its so suitable for today that we can take a lot from Dewey. the wow difference he made in traditional and progressive education... today only i get to know that now a day a new branch has come its feminist science . people get confused to this name as its coming from feminism then i need to clear .. our science is usually going with the positiveness but this feminist science is looking at the negative shades of science which we usually neglect... the another vision... i really enjoy my study sessions and writing sessions at rrcee, du...in with sessions
in our country we keep teachers away from such enlightening sessions but these theories are the only things which can open minds of teachers and they'll keep a track in accordance with theory and then the schooling which is very much social will become the most powerful agency
the article of today was Dewey and education
amazing it was ... upma presented it so well that previously i used to like dewey now i am in love with Dewey. he wrote his articles and papers in early 1930s and its so suitable for today that we can take a lot from Dewey. the wow difference he made in traditional and progressive education... today only i get to know that now a day a new branch has come its feminist science . people get confused to this name as its coming from feminism then i need to clear .. our science is usually going with the positiveness but this feminist science is looking at the negative shades of science which we usually neglect... the another vision... i really enjoy my study sessions and writing sessions at rrcee, du...in with sessions
in our country we keep teachers away from such enlightening sessions but these theories are the only things which can open minds of teachers and they'll keep a track in accordance with theory and then the schooling which is very much social will become the most powerful agency
muhavra divyam sarda k lie
Muhavra= chehra feeka pad jana ka arth hai - phat ke hath mein aa jana.... Its been said by one of the child of my class
obviously locally its acceptable but according to class rules i cnt accept it....
Smtyms u cnt accept such free expressions wn u know its ryt
obviously locally its acceptable but according to class rules i cnt accept it....
Smtyms u cnt accept such free expressions wn u know its ryt
auto waale bhaiyyaaaa
hum door talak jaenge.. gar ye dhun isi tarah kano me chalti rahe... jaise medical hui gawa.... ya fir dhaula kuan... bs...
one auto driver expressed these above written lines when isha and i was coming back to home from school...
one other day some other auto wale bhaiya said if i would aware of your singing skills i won't even charged you...
then some other day one auto wala bhaia said (only isha was there in auto that day ) madam aj vo dusri madam nahi aai?????????? aap dono to sath me gungunate hue jate ho....
usually this has become a daily thing that whether we are coming by auto, bus , metro or we are walking
it gives peace to your mind... and we feel very relaxed and refreshed after the singing song activity... wow :)(Y)
jiyoh..... auto wale bhaiyas... u always motivate us to keep singing
stories of daily routes
one auto driver expressed these above written lines when isha and i was coming back to home from school...
one other day some other auto wale bhaiya said if i would aware of your singing skills i won't even charged you...
then some other day one auto wala bhaia said (only isha was there in auto that day ) madam aj vo dusri madam nahi aai?????????? aap dono to sath me gungunate hue jate ho....
usually this has become a daily thing that whether we are coming by auto, bus , metro or we are walking
it gives peace to your mind... and we feel very relaxed and refreshed after the singing song activity... wow :)(Y)
jiyoh..... auto wale bhaiyas... u always motivate us to keep singing
stories of daily routes
sunischitataa
kaisa lagta h jab koi na kare pyar tujhe,
kaise lagta h jab koi na rakhe samhal tujhe,
kaisa lagta hai jab tum daldal me ho or ek bhi hath tum tak ata na ho,
kaisa lagta hai jab tuhare hi charo or ek na tootne wali bandish ban gai ho,
kaisa lagta hai jab tum dukhi ho or haskar padta ho dikhana,
kaisa lagta hai jab tum unmukt hona chahte ho or aavran se odhae jate ho,
kaisa lagta hai jab tum sab achchha chahte ho or khud tumhare sath bura ho jae,
kaisa lagta hai jab tumse tumhara astitva har pal har minute chheena jata ho,
kaisa lagta h jab tum khud ke dum par jeena chahte ho or tumhara dum hi tumse chheen liya jata hai,
bas asa lagta hai k tum ho,
lagta h ki kyu ho par ho,
asa lagta hai na hone ki jaddojehad me hone ki parakashtha zyada mahtvapurn h,
kya fark padta h kisi ko ki tum ho ya nahi par kyuki tumhe hona tha or is hone ko koi tal na saka islie tum ho,
to jiyo k khula hai aasman tere lie,
to jiyo ki gate h panchhi tumhare lie,
to jiyo ki is prakriti ke kan-kan me basi sugandh hai tumhari,
na jana phir vo mile na mile,
log tumhe mane na mane par tum ho kyuki tumhe hona hai , hona tha, or agey bhi hona sunischit hai
kaise lagta h jab koi na rakhe samhal tujhe,
kaisa lagta hai jab tum daldal me ho or ek bhi hath tum tak ata na ho,
kaisa lagta hai jab tuhare hi charo or ek na tootne wali bandish ban gai ho,
kaisa lagta hai jab tum dukhi ho or haskar padta ho dikhana,
kaisa lagta hai jab tum unmukt hona chahte ho or aavran se odhae jate ho,
kaisa lagta hai jab tum sab achchha chahte ho or khud tumhare sath bura ho jae,
kaisa lagta hai jab tumse tumhara astitva har pal har minute chheena jata ho,
kaisa lagta h jab tum khud ke dum par jeena chahte ho or tumhara dum hi tumse chheen liya jata hai,
bas asa lagta hai k tum ho,
lagta h ki kyu ho par ho,
asa lagta hai na hone ki jaddojehad me hone ki parakashtha zyada mahtvapurn h,
kya fark padta h kisi ko ki tum ho ya nahi par kyuki tumhe hona tha or is hone ko koi tal na saka islie tum ho,
to jiyo k khula hai aasman tere lie,
to jiyo ki gate h panchhi tumhare lie,
to jiyo ki is prakriti ke kan-kan me basi sugandh hai tumhari,
na jana phir vo mile na mile,
log tumhe mane na mane par tum ho kyuki tumhe hona hai , hona tha, or agey bhi hona sunischit hai
dost
dost.....?????????????????
ye the mere lie... ek prashn chinh... jin se m parichit nahi thi....
hum swarti ho ehsan faramosh ho tab bhi dosti ki parakashtha ko samajh
pana bahut mushkil h ... khastaur pr un logo k lie jo rishto ke mulya or
mahatva dono se anbhigya rahte hai.... aaj bahut sangharsho or
chunautiyon se jujhte hue bhi dil ko tasalli h k mere pas duniya k sabse
achchhe dost hain... itne achche jitne k
m unke layak nahi... shayad bhav -vibhor hu ya phir aj phli bar ye
ehsas ho raha h... k besudhi me likhe ja rahi hu.... mujhee malum hai k
mere dost mere shukriya kahne se nafrat karte hai par dosto mere pas tum
logo ki dariyadil or dosti k evaj me dene ko kuchh nahi... with love
shukriya
aurtana
bahut
waqt se ek khaas baat ko sun ne samajhne or bolne ki aadat se pareshan
hu... vse to ap kahenge k mera dimag khrab ho gya h or ye to hmari
sanskriti ki reet h or kuchh shayad yeh bhi kahein ki ab bhasha me bhi
is befikri ko nariwaad nazar ane laga... to doston or sakhiyon hum sabhi
ko ya to gender neutralised shabdon ki bdi aavshyakta hai ya phir
brabari ka darza bhashha me bhi lane ki aavshayakta
hai... lo suno kyu m aisa kah rahi hu??????? arey jb bhasha yadrachhik
hai yani jise hum arbitrary bhi kahte hai to ye to purn roop se
pitrasatta ka kutharaghaat hu ki har badi chhez admiyat ya mardana
gender se judi hai or har chhoti cheez aurtana hai.. ab ye to aurato pr
atyachaar hi hua na??????? jaise agar pani ka lauta h to vo aakar me
bada hai or lutiya hai to chhoti .. matlab vo cheez jo chhoti ho vo
aurtana ho jaegi... yeh to sahi nhai h ya phir har vo cheez jise hum
mahatwapurn kahte hai vah mardana hogi or har vo cheez jo shaya zruri
nahi ya gair zaruri hai aurtana kahlaegi...huh.....
sanjay dutt
arey
yar i am fed up of this sanjay dutt's news... i am thinking that if we
are punishing othr ppl just for their brutality thn sanjay z also nt
less thn thm.. he did a big mistake and smhw u cnt deny the fact by
saying that i was not aware of such things .. i was senseless or shallow
brain that i cd nt judge tat i m hlping terrorist... and most banging q
cm frm the situation that our parents always
scare us for doing anything wrong and its been always be told that if
we'll do smthn wrong we wd gt punished for the same and now everybody is
in fvr of sanjay bcz he has already imprisoned for smtym ... it dsn't
mtr tat our army ppl r fighting for us and we as citizens hlping
terrorists to intrude inside our nation... i am still out of mind
regarding his punishment... wthr he shud nt be accused nw or he shud be
punished jst lyk othr criminals............ no ans... he wrkd good but
terrorism z smthng which z beyond such creativity and shun't be allowed
to destroy harmony peace and love...
Saturday, July 19, 2014
aditya....
aditya
gahlot.... one kid of my class... today when i entered in the class... i
looked for him because he love to try anythng and everythng just to
discover... and i love him just for that.. but today he was all
scattered... i am still not having any idea why he was so upset? he
continued his work of maths bt i didn't asked him... wt i felt is tat
smbdy scolded him for nt doing wrk... and as he was
nt interested i didn't scolded him.. i just said as you are nt feeling
lyk doing anythng lt it be... bt dnt be sad.... he looked at me wth so
mny q:s tat why i m nt scolding him or letting him out of the class and i
said wthout his q ... aditya , my dear... we study learn or discover wn
we are hpy frm heart..if we are disturb anyhw... we shun't try thm..bt
meanwhile u must hv to boot urself tat i want to learn from tys work.. love to aditya.. a sweet little child
i believe he will be fyn 2mrw...
i believe he will be fyn 2mrw...
sawalo k sawal
Sawalo ke sawal,
javabo pr jawab,
tere or meri soch k agey ki soch,
zindagi se zindagi ki khoj,
sab baki hain khojne.....
Ho ska to mil jaegi ek din ye khoj ki gustakhi..
Pr kya us din mera wajood rh paega...?????
Ha ab yhi ab prashan h mera mujhse, or is zindagi se
nishu
javabo pr jawab,
tere or meri soch k agey ki soch,
zindagi se zindagi ki khoj,
sab baki hain khojne.....
Ho ska to mil jaegi ek din ye khoj ki gustakhi..
Pr kya us din mera wajood rh paega...?????
Ha ab yhi ab prashan h mera mujhse, or is zindagi se
nishu
aditya update 2
Aditya gahlot- kid of my class
update 2
2day he was quite happy and wished morning to me and i was at ease to see him as chirpy as previous days... We started our class with matha-pachchi... In which children listen various sentences and they hv to write...aditya completed tys task wn we reached to discussions he again showed bad mood of him... I asked him wt hs hpn? Anythng wrong or smbdy z teasing u? Tell me... Wts it which z bothering u bt he didn't replied.. I asked him to do his work bt he was not doing..it.tys mks me depressed....
i just gt worried wn i observe tat my kids are nt fyn , hpy or disinterested abt anythng...bt the mtr of fact was bcz of him i cnt stop myself bcz anthr 33 children wr there too....thn i saw tat tears r flowing down frm his eyes and it md me feel bad... I asked him bt reply was nthng... I askd him to clean his face bt he didn't and thn bell rung .....and i moved myself straight to prabhjeet, counsellor... I asked her abt aditya and i gt the ans tat he z hvng probs of agitation and mood swings..he won't reply... U jst be firm and smtym wrk wth ur natural skills of lv and affection...and leave him for a while...lts see hw much tys strategy gnna wrk bt i wnt tat child to be hpy lyk othrs... God bless him
update 2
2day he was quite happy and wished morning to me and i was at ease to see him as chirpy as previous days... We started our class with matha-pachchi... In which children listen various sentences and they hv to write...aditya completed tys task wn we reached to discussions he again showed bad mood of him... I asked him wt hs hpn? Anythng wrong or smbdy z teasing u? Tell me... Wts it which z bothering u bt he didn't replied.. I asked him to do his work bt he was not doing..it.tys mks me depressed....
i just gt worried wn i observe tat my kids are nt fyn , hpy or disinterested abt anythng...bt the mtr of fact was bcz of him i cnt stop myself bcz anthr 33 children wr there too....thn i saw tat tears r flowing down frm his eyes and it md me feel bad... I asked him bt reply was nthng... I askd him to clean his face bt he didn't and thn bell rung .....and i moved myself straight to prabhjeet, counsellor... I asked her abt aditya and i gt the ans tat he z hvng probs of agitation and mood swings..he won't reply... U jst be firm and smtym wrk wth ur natural skills of lv and affection...and leave him for a while...lts see hw much tys strategy gnna wrk bt i wnt tat child to be hpy lyk othrs... God bless him
siskiya
Dhoop ki surkh kiran ankhon pr tez dhoop si padti h,
na jane kyun ye prakriti ki jhalak global warming ki siskiyan roti h....
na jane kyun ye prakriti ki jhalak global warming ki siskiyan roti h....
aditya gahlot- student
Aditya gahlot ,kid of my class update 3.............
I am super happy....:):)
finally he was happy ,chirping in the class:):)
he did all the work and at last he cm to me and said..ma'am sorry... I asked him,,,, for what??
Ma'am i misbehaved and didn't cmpltd my work... I hugged him and said my dear little son.... U hvn't dn anythng wrong....u wr interested and as result of tat u didn't completed ur task...tats completely fyn... Bt wts nt fyn is tat u didn't expressed anythng...it was a pain..because i cdn't assume wt is hpning inside u?? And to know everythng is necessary bcz thn only i cn hlp u frm inside out...
And he smiled and thn i smiled...and we hugged..mera pyara sayana bachcha...:):* to aditya:)
I am super happy....:):)
finally he was happy ,chirping in the class:):)
he did all the work and at last he cm to me and said..ma'am sorry... I asked him,,,, for what??
Ma'am i misbehaved and didn't cmpltd my work... I hugged him and said my dear little son.... U hvn't dn anythng wrong....u wr interested and as result of tat u didn't completed ur task...tats completely fyn... Bt wts nt fyn is tat u didn't expressed anythng...it was a pain..because i cdn't assume wt is hpning inside u?? And to know everythng is necessary bcz thn only i cn hlp u frm inside out...
And he smiled and thn i smiled...and we hugged..mera pyara sayana bachcha...:):* to aditya:)
krish vij.... student
case study 2- krish vij ...
a child of my class whom i teach as subject teacher... 2day a worst thing happened in front of me and i could not do any thing...
he has some problem of listening..he use ear machine to listen and as he is from some other linguistic area so he never study hindi, usually he sits in my class listen and thats it...i talked about this matter to my coordinator and she is agreed that she will talk to his parents so that he can at least read...
so what next happened after this good news.. i was teaching in v-g and he cm to me and said... ma'am my machine... my machine... for a sec i didn't remember that he can't listen and i said..what happen krish.. please sit down..and that second only i realised that i hv dn wrong so i speak to him in his way... and i calm him down and said wait.. i am sending her your problem report...so whatever she told i'll do the same.. in some tym his class tchr entered and i told everything that his machine is not working and she said, ma'am chhutti hone wali h..the child will be reaching home in sm tym.so why to gt bothered and let his parents be bothered ..so i just said ma'am what if some thing happen in tat short period????????
she replied..nothing will happen but i'll trey..and she moved out of the place... and i was speechless...either i am over sensitive or ppl do not hv sensitivity 2wrds othrs...
god bless u krish...
a child of my class whom i teach as subject teacher... 2day a worst thing happened in front of me and i could not do any thing...
he has some problem of listening..he use ear machine to listen and as he is from some other linguistic area so he never study hindi, usually he sits in my class listen and thats it...i talked about this matter to my coordinator and she is agreed that she will talk to his parents so that he can at least read...
so what next happened after this good news.. i was teaching in v-g and he cm to me and said... ma'am my machine... my machine... for a sec i didn't remember that he can't listen and i said..what happen krish.. please sit down..and that second only i realised that i hv dn wrong so i speak to him in his way... and i calm him down and said wait.. i am sending her your problem report...so whatever she told i'll do the same.. in some tym his class tchr entered and i told everything that his machine is not working and she said, ma'am chhutti hone wali h..the child will be reaching home in sm tym.so why to gt bothered and let his parents be bothered ..so i just said ma'am what if some thing happen in tat short period????????
she replied..nothing will happen but i'll trey..and she moved out of the place... and i was speechless...either i am over sensitive or ppl do not hv sensitivity 2wrds othrs...
god bless u krish...
safdar
hmm...safadar
ka b'day at janam.... bole to jana natya manch.... we kicked out
ourseves bole to me and isha at 3 and reached janam at almost 4 ... thn
we did sm wrk of arrangement... met so many people after long tym...
shakeel bhaai,bipasha or brijendra.... baki log se to reharsal pr milte
rahe the.... so prog started with a shadipur invitation walk ..... lo
chale or chale or pahuche sidha shadipur
metro station... vhi se suudu or kapil ne apne mask phne or hmne my
mumma bni lolita ji urf suddu se sbko parichit kraya..thn my bro tat was
kapil...or vo giant puppets.. ppl were amused and attracted to lolita
ji bole to mummy and bhai.... so finally wt my maa did ..she pulled a
rickshaw... till studio safdar. wowwww... it was fun doing it... we
danced and sang b4 actual prog . after that me and aparna sang lakdi ki
kathi and molayshree ma'am komita simon isha rajkumar suddu lalit ji
neel soman brijesh or anya sadasyon ke sath we did lakdi ki kathi and
puppet act on it... phir nani ki naav or phir hum studio safdar me
gye... thn we started the inside prog with ashok's skul children's
performance...amazing and awesom performance by thoz children...
after that parcham ke gaane or phir circus namak janam ka
naatak.....wow day at janam ... happy b'day dear safdar hashmi... hats
off... man of street theater play..
national street theater day
national street theater day
aashiqui 2
abhi
aashiqui -2 ka trailer dekha to bas abhimaan (amitabh and jaya) or sur
movie ki yad ho aayi....dil mein bass ek hi vichaar kaundha... kya
pratispardha ishq se kahi unchi hai?? kya pyar ya kisi se aapka
saamanjasya kewal islie kharaab ho skta hai ki vo aapse prasiddhi mein
zyada ho gae hain or achanak aapka pyar ek gair zimmedarana ghrina or
dushmani mein tabdeel ho jata hai.... dar lagta hai ase
vichaar se bhi par maine aksa asa dekha hai na kewal movies mein ke
aadmi aksar pratispardha me itne talleen hote hain ke vo kya kar rahe h
kise nuksan pahucha rhe hain kuchh nahi sochte par ajnabio ke maamle me
asa hai to samajh aata hai par jab asa unke apne pyar, ishq or mohabbat
ke lie ho rha ho to ise kya kahu? main rishto ko shayad nahi janti or
itna samajhti bhi nhi, itna anubhav nhi nahi... or in sabka jawab bhi
nahiiiiiii....agar koi bina kisi bahas ke sirf smjha paae to zrur btae
bassss... ab or nhi...
ye ho
kyaaaa rahaaaa haiiii..... mazak hai kyaaaa..... rape ek fashion kyu ho
raha hai....bachchiyon ka bachpan kyun cheena jaa raha hai...bachche
jinke manas patal par abhi tak zindagi apni amtata bhi nahi likh pai
hai...vahan ye amit amanviya nishaan kaise jud rahe hain...i am all
tensed depressed...pahle hmari praja ladkio ko paida nahi karti thi
vishesh karno se..kuchh varg mein ye vibhed band
hua bhi hai to ab is tarah ki kalushit stithi ko poshit kia ja rha hai k
maine aaj hi logo k samne suna k bhagawan bachcha de ya na de betiiiii
na de...ye prashn chinh hai hmare samaj hmari soch pr ...maine asa to na
socha tha k hmara samaj asa hoga...aaj ek aalekh pdha jisme likha tha
ki pashchatya sanskriti jo havi ho rahi hai yeh uska prakop hai pr mujhe
to lagta hai k yeh kewal ilzam hai..... pashchatya ek alag sabhyata hai
yadi hum apni sanskriti ke sath lekar usay chalte rahe to yeh hmari
galti hai..... or iski vajah se agar log kahte hain ki balatkaar ka
karan pashchatyata havi hona hai to main ise swikaar nahi karti or puri
tarah manti hun ke yeh kewal or kewal manushik soch ka hissa hai..... vo
ape karte hain kyuki unhe dar nahi hai khud se samaj se or sarkar se or
unhe koi kanoon asa sochne par majboor bhi nahi kar sakta ki unhone jo
kia vo puri tarah galat tha....bas ab or nahiiiii ..nahi...bilkul
nahiiiii ..main nahi chahti ki jisne galti ki hai uske alawa iska
parinaam kisi or ko mile ya pure poorush samaj par ungliyan uthai
jaae..... abhadrata hogi par bas...main yeh bhi nahi chahti ke vera
wajoood kho jae...vo bachchi ya koi bhi , uska astitva samaj me rahte
hue bhi logo ki sahanubhuti ka hissa ban jaaae..... ae maula
parvardigaar..... bassss agar ab tu kahin hai to ek meri hi nahi hazaro
dilo ki is pidit aawaaz ko sun le....maine suna hai ki jab koi asahniya
dukh dard me ishwar tujhe pukarta hai to uski vo peeda samapt hoti
hai...bas......ab or nahiiii....
ek natak
Launda
badnam hua........ Everybody must hv seen such beautiful written and
performed play..hats off to pankaj pawan..he was the only hero/ heroine
of the act..with him..grt musician..our theater z gtng dead just bcz
audience z busy watching shit movies..bt such wonderful plays cn tk ur
breath away...hats off..claps...whistles...wow...he actually did it as
interactive play..he used satires jokes sarcasm
emotions empathy sympathy deep meaning reflections everything was
there....mindblowing...from yesterday only i pledged tat i wd btr go for
such wonderful creative acts rather thn going to sm shitty
movies....paisaa vasool and thoughtful and delicious love it was:):)isha
bhatt and i( nishu) hd a grt eve-nyt tym for tys show...thanks to anas
tat he invited me.. Thnks to isha tat she accompanied me and thnks to
myself tat i liked the concept..sm new frnd i also met with...
Pallavi...vry nyc meeting wth her.. Play was 5 out of 5 frm the bottom
of my heart
nishkarsh
Aaj tk k pauranik sandarbho ko maddenazar rakhte hu main
Ek mard aur aurat ke visham paristithio ka manovigyan hetu is nishkarsh par pahuchi hun ki....
Bhautiktavaadi lakshya rahe ho ya aadhyatmik poornata ka rukh...sarvpratham to ek aurat ko ek baadha ke roop mein dekha jata hai or antata: yadi ye safalta arjit ho bhi jae to us aurat ko chhod dia jata hai or vilasita hetu kisi or ko apna lia jata h.. Ye purush dambh hai ya charitrik manovritti?? Usi ke ulat aurat apni safalta mein ya lakshyo ki poornata mein bhi us mard ke prati utni hi sahaanubhootiparak bni rahti hai.. Usay apna ishwar maankar poojti hai..apni vyaktigat satta ka hanan hone deti hai or charitrik hanan ka lanchhan har bar batorti hai
Ek mard aur aurat ke visham paristithio ka manovigyan hetu is nishkarsh par pahuchi hun ki....
Bhautiktavaadi lakshya rahe ho ya aadhyatmik poornata ka rukh...sarvpratham to ek aurat ko ek baadha ke roop mein dekha jata hai or antata: yadi ye safalta arjit ho bhi jae to us aurat ko chhod dia jata hai or vilasita hetu kisi or ko apna lia jata h.. Ye purush dambh hai ya charitrik manovritti?? Usi ke ulat aurat apni safalta mein ya lakshyo ki poornata mein bhi us mard ke prati utni hi sahaanubhootiparak bni rahti hai.. Usay apna ishwar maankar poojti hai..apni vyaktigat satta ka hanan hone deti hai or charitrik hanan ka lanchhan har bar batorti hai
fir chalna kse sikhu
Kbi-2
kuch logo ko kamzor or chote dil ki vasihat se nwaza jata h or us pr
sone pe suhaga ye k vo zrurat se zyada bhavuk hote h. Dil ki bat aksar
kahna nhi jante or kah bhi de to samne wle ki prtikriya sun ne ke dar se
ihlok se prlok ka rsta apnane ko tayar ho jate h, hr choti bat par
nervous brkdown ka shikar ho jate h, koshish krte h ki log unke antrik
bhavo ko pdh na pae, jb vo bhari bhid me rona
chahte h to sirf isi dar se k log ye jan jaenge ki vo kmzor dil ke h or
unka fayda utha lia jaega vo ek zordar hasi hste h, pr tamam buraiya
hone ke bad b, ya yu kahe samajik stithio me fit na bth pane ke bad b
unme ek asi achhai h jo unki apni h ve dil se sochte h, dil se judte h,
dil se toot te h, Dil ke bina unka karobar nhi, dil ki sangat ke bina
unhe aram nhi yhi h bs dil ke malik or mai garv krti hu k main is varg
ke logo ka prtinidhitva krti hu halaki sikh rhi hu k jb tod di jau dil k
dhratal se to fir chlna kse sikhu? Daudna kse mumkin ho ? Khud se khud
ka ishq kse mukammal ho?
ye bhi kuchh guru
Hum sochte hai ki vo guru h hmare,
denge hume moksh,
pahuchaenge us paramsatta ishwar tak
par tab kya jab vo hume apne anuyayi bnakar pahle hmare dimag ki tarango ko or phir ghr ki betiyo ki asmat loot lete hain
hae duhaiiiiii hae duhaai... Hinhe hum apne man me or mandir dono me basate hain
ishwar se uncha sarvsreshth sthan dete hain
vo hume coco cola samajh k pi jate h
phir bhi unki saakh me ko kami nhi aati kyuki chamatkaro ki duniya hi sbko bhaati..
Feeling bad and annoyed
denge hume moksh,
pahuchaenge us paramsatta ishwar tak
par tab kya jab vo hume apne anuyayi bnakar pahle hmare dimag ki tarango ko or phir ghr ki betiyo ki asmat loot lete hain
hae duhaiiiiii hae duhaai... Hinhe hum apne man me or mandir dono me basate hain
ishwar se uncha sarvsreshth sthan dete hain
vo hume coco cola samajh k pi jate h
phir bhi unki saakh me ko kami nhi aati kyuki chamatkaro ki duniya hi sbko bhaati..
Feeling bad and annoyed
rupaiye ki chaal
Rupaiye ki chaal ne sabko kiya behosh
pata chla jb k ye gire dhdam se
to ud gaye hosh- farosh
pata chla jb k ye gire dhdam se
to ud gaye hosh- farosh
no boundaries
once a
good friend of mine told me. . nishu, you know what delhi ppl or so
called delhiites do not have life skills ....no surprise from my
side.... I was just thinking and reflecting and questioning myself that
delhi is itself full of outsiders and delhi being so friendly just
accepted thoz people to let them feel homely.. and then I asked him .
sun agar ye so called delhiites to life skills less
hain to so called bahar se aane walo ne delhi ko kitna acha bnaya. as
expected tat conversation get dissolved in some other discussion... as I
HV born and brought up in delhi .. I consider myself as delhiiite .. to
kya sach me asa h .. r we bcm nonsense.... is tat a truth tat we don't
help ppl..we r not frndly, we do not ans q of ppl....I am still confused
abt my identity being delhiite.... so ppl who r from outside of the
delhi region r so good everytym ...r we being delhiite so much insecure
tat these so called outsiders will take our places so the best way to
get rid of tys we need to be stubborn rude and nonsense and our poor
delhi who is accepting every body and anybody shud not do tys...oh Plz
sry ....I don't want tat.... though I m delhiite I want tat ppl must
come to delhi and see its various flavors and colors.. be here and
realize that delhi and delhiites both are good to all ...don't take us
wrong...mis undrtstandings can happen any where and every where .. we
just need your positive outlook towards us and towards delhi. delhi and
delhiites r gvng so much to u by gvng acceptance home food
entertainment and many othr things... we r ur frnd and believe me we r
not insecure as delhi has gvn acceptance attitude to us too..
with love
nishu
p.s:- I believe in being Indian....I NVR lykd being delhiite or up , haryana , gujarat or any othr city person...I don't even lyk to be pointed out as so so city's citizen ...we all are one and we are human.. don't bound urself in state or territories...
with love
nishu
p.s:- I believe in being Indian....I NVR lykd being delhiite or up , haryana , gujarat or any othr city person...I don't even lyk to be pointed out as so so city's citizen ...we all are one and we are human.. don't bound urself in state or territories...
2014
papa
kahte hain .... is saal tum kuchh naya mat kro ..ye saal tumhare lie
kafi bura rha or tumhe koi naya kam hath me nahi lenaa chahie.... hmmm
..papa h vo mere or main unki beti unke lie ye mere lie khrab hi h...par
mai wakai khush hu ...apni sapnili rangili duniya ka bhram isi sal ne
toda h... zindagi me jitni Jan pehchan hui jinke lie kbi m ye nahi soch
pai k kya vo mere sampark me rahne chahie?
is saal ne unhe apne aap bahar phek dia... bhala ho is sal ka k ase
katu anubhav die k agli bar diabetes nahi hogi . kbhi lgta h basa basaya
raet ka mahal ujad gya pr lgta h k ujadna zruri tha.. naye ghr se jude
unmad k lie... ye saal kash ant tak sbhi chatni prakriya purn kr le..
nhi b kr paya to is sal ne mujhe nirnay ki kshamata di h ...so baki kam
apan khud kr lenge ...tah-e-dil se shukriya 2014 ... gam bahut ho agar
jine k to soch lo khushi ki ahmiyat bhi gum khane wala janega
amen
amen
maa-pa
vo sneh or mamta ka ahata,
simta nhi kbhi zindagi k kisi bhawar me,
mil kr tum ek bagicha rahe ,
hm teeno konpalo par ...
samjha or Jana tumne hmko jse hum h or jse honge par hm aj bhi khoj rahe h k kab is sneh ki athahta milegi hme
shayad... gehrai aseemit h or raha kre aemseemit pr gehrai mapne or gehrai me utarti rahungi
tum dono asa guntha hua phool ho jise m gunthe hue hi dekhna chahti hu
ye bankpan tumhare rishto me hmesha bna rahe ....
with love
apki bitiya
nishu
simta nhi kbhi zindagi k kisi bhawar me,
mil kr tum ek bagicha rahe ,
hm teeno konpalo par ...
samjha or Jana tumne hmko jse hum h or jse honge par hm aj bhi khoj rahe h k kab is sneh ki athahta milegi hme
shayad... gehrai aseemit h or raha kre aemseemit pr gehrai mapne or gehrai me utarti rahungi
tum dono asa guntha hua phool ho jise m gunthe hue hi dekhna chahti hu
ye bankpan tumhare rishto me hmesha bna rahe ....
with love
apki bitiya
nishu
bobby jasoos
Aaj bobby jaasoos dekhi
Ho skta h kafi logo ko pasand na ayi ho or na aye pr mujhe kafi strong elements nazar aaye.
Pta nhi kyu m movie bina dimag lgaae dekh nhi skti hu ... kahaani ka suspense bhi bda zbrdast h ..akhir tk bandhne wala halanki patkatha ki gati shithil h pr dheeme hone k baavjood bhi m usay chupchap dekh rhi thi ...sbhi ne apni or se acha prayas kia...
Kahani h ek ladki or uski ichchhaon ki
Kahani h ek beti or pita k bich khichtaan ki
Kahani h antardwandva ki
Kahani h is sawal ki k agar koi ldki vyaktiwaadi h to iske samajik sarokar kya rhenge
Or agr vo apne kaam se bahut pyar krti h to samaaj usay baar -2 nichi nzr se kyu dekhegaa
Bdhiya movie
Ho skta h kafi logo ko pasand na ayi ho or na aye pr mujhe kafi strong elements nazar aaye.
Pta nhi kyu m movie bina dimag lgaae dekh nhi skti hu ... kahaani ka suspense bhi bda zbrdast h ..akhir tk bandhne wala halanki patkatha ki gati shithil h pr dheeme hone k baavjood bhi m usay chupchap dekh rhi thi ...sbhi ne apni or se acha prayas kia...
Kahani h ek ladki or uski ichchhaon ki
Kahani h ek beti or pita k bich khichtaan ki
Kahani h antardwandva ki
Kahani h is sawal ki k agar koi ldki vyaktiwaadi h to iske samajik sarokar kya rhenge
Or agr vo apne kaam se bahut pyar krti h to samaaj usay baar -2 nichi nzr se kyu dekhegaa
Bdhiya movie
qayada - beqayada
कायदों के शहर में बेकायदा हो रहे हैं हम,
जैसे समंदर की तली पर कोई घर खोज रहे हम ,
क्यों धरती पर रहना रास नही आ रहा,
कभी आसमान का परिंदा और कभी समंदर की जलपरी बने ह हम,
खुद को बुलाती हूँ कि आ लौट चलें फिर तहजीब के नगर मे,
पर क्यों ऐसा है कि खुद की आवाज़ भी नहीं सुन रहे हम ,
लगता है जैसे सुना अनसुना हुआ ह,
शमशान में जैसे कोई मुर्दा बोलता ह,
रह गई थी शायद उसकी कोई इच्छा ,
यूँ मरकर उसे पूरा कर रहा है
लोग रो रहे हैं उसके मरने पर,
पर न जाने कौन सी ख़ुशी है
कि नाचता ह वो खुद के मरने पर।
निशु
जैसे समंदर की तली पर कोई घर खोज रहे हम ,
क्यों धरती पर रहना रास नही आ रहा,
कभी आसमान का परिंदा और कभी समंदर की जलपरी बने ह हम,
खुद को बुलाती हूँ कि आ लौट चलें फिर तहजीब के नगर मे,
पर क्यों ऐसा है कि खुद की आवाज़ भी नहीं सुन रहे हम ,
लगता है जैसे सुना अनसुना हुआ ह,
शमशान में जैसे कोई मुर्दा बोलता ह,
रह गई थी शायद उसकी कोई इच्छा ,
यूँ मरकर उसे पूरा कर रहा है
लोग रो रहे हैं उसके मरने पर,
पर न जाने कौन सी ख़ुशी है
कि नाचता ह वो खुद के मरने पर।
निशु
vo rickshaw wala
Aaj
achanak jab skul bus se utri to rickshaw lene ko badhi. Vahan ek buzurg
rickshaw wale uncle ek mahila ko paisa pura dene kaa aagrah kar rahe
the or vo mahila kuchh tark kar rhi thi. Us mahila ka kahna tha ki
rickshaw wale buzurg hain or ve rickshaw bahut dheema chala kar laae
hain islie unhe jitna diya gaya hai vo apne aap mein khoob h.asa kahkar
mahila mudne ko hui tabhi un buzurg ne kha madam
aap jo bhi ho jis ohde pr ho acha h par main ye jan na chahta hun ki m
kitna bhi budha hun km se km mehnat ki to khaa raha hun.mere dheere
chalaane se aapka kya nuksaan hua h? Or yadi hua bhi hai to jb ped k
niche m aaraam se baitha tha or koi or rickshaw wala vha tha nahi to
apne mujhe kyon uthaya .m tb bhi boodha tha ab bhi hu rahi baat meri
mehnat ki to jo aapne dia h vo shulriya pr ye aap vapas lo ho skta h k
aapko jaate hue bhi rickshaw ki zrurat ho. M vhi khadi thi or sun rhi
thi ni:stabdh si or ye anubhav mere dimag me bahut se sawaal or unke
ulajhte jwaab chhod gya
Sasneh
Nishu
Sasneh
Nishu
kuchh gumi si h
Hawaon me hr taraf gami si h
Nhi shayad gami hi h
Na malum kon sa waqt h ye
Pr is samay hr koi dukhi hi h
Jidhar jaati hu agey bdhte hue
2-4 hath bulaate h unko sun ne ko
Jaati hu ki kuchh shi ho skega
Phir pati hu k ankho me unke ab b nami si h
Is sb me khud ko bhulna pdta h
Mujhe kya dukh h sochna pdta h
Jb yad ata h to kuch kr nhi paati
Yu dusro ko sun ne phir nikalna pdta h
apni sun nhi paati
Unki sun ni pdti h
Kyuki apni se zyada unki kahani me gami h
Nishu
Nhi shayad gami hi h
Na malum kon sa waqt h ye
Pr is samay hr koi dukhi hi h
Jidhar jaati hu agey bdhte hue
2-4 hath bulaate h unko sun ne ko
Jaati hu ki kuchh shi ho skega
Phir pati hu k ankho me unke ab b nami si h
Is sb me khud ko bhulna pdta h
Mujhe kya dukh h sochna pdta h
Jb yad ata h to kuch kr nhi paati
Yu dusro ko sun ne phir nikalna pdta h
apni sun nhi paati
Unki sun ni pdti h
Kyuki apni se zyada unki kahani me gami h
Nishu
vo jagah
Kahi kisi jagah ....
Vo aisi jannat si jgh
Kaash mil jaae mujhe ...
Haan mil jaae mujhe
Jahan jkr jine se zyada mar jane ka khwab ho...
Yu mar jana kayarta h
Pr asi jannat jha mayusi itminaan me badalti ho
Bas asi hi jgh chahie mujhe
K koi vha se mujhe bula na sake ,
Jahan main sirf khud k sath jiu
Zinda rahkar to sbhi phuchna chahte h us jgh pr phir vha se vps kse aa pate h
Lgta h jse jine me hi khot h
Verna yu koi kyu vpas aa jata h
Vo khusbu us jannat ki
Vo itminaan rooh ka
Or ye hasrat meri
Kash vo jgh mil jaae
Nishu
Vo aisi jannat si jgh
Kaash mil jaae mujhe ...
Haan mil jaae mujhe
Jahan jkr jine se zyada mar jane ka khwab ho...
Yu mar jana kayarta h
Pr asi jannat jha mayusi itminaan me badalti ho
Bas asi hi jgh chahie mujhe
K koi vha se mujhe bula na sake ,
Jahan main sirf khud k sath jiu
Zinda rahkar to sbhi phuchna chahte h us jgh pr phir vha se vps kse aa pate h
Lgta h jse jine me hi khot h
Verna yu koi kyu vpas aa jata h
Vo khusbu us jannat ki
Vo itminaan rooh ka
Or ye hasrat meri
Kash vo jgh mil jaae
Nishu
narazgi
Naaraaz hu main zindagi se
Ya zindagi mujhse naaraaz h
Kbi m usay or kbhi vo mujhe manaati h
Yu ruthne manaane ka silsila yun hi chalta rahta h
Is silsile k sath bahut arsa nikal gya h sath sath
Ab to jse hm dum h hm dono
Na vo mujhe chhod pati h na m usay
Phir bhi jhadne ka kaam chaalu h barso se
Roz khte h ek duje ko k nhi ladenge parso se
Pr phir muh fulaye baithe hote h
Vo yha or m vhan
Ab to m chahti b nhi
Ki takraar hmari kbhi band ho
Yu adat si lg gai h is takraar ki
Ye takraar ab mujhe kahaani lgti h zindagi se mere pyaar ki
Sasneh
Nishu
Ya zindagi mujhse naaraaz h
Kbi m usay or kbhi vo mujhe manaati h
Yu ruthne manaane ka silsila yun hi chalta rahta h
Is silsile k sath bahut arsa nikal gya h sath sath
Ab to jse hm dum h hm dono
Na vo mujhe chhod pati h na m usay
Phir bhi jhadne ka kaam chaalu h barso se
Roz khte h ek duje ko k nhi ladenge parso se
Pr phir muh fulaye baithe hote h
Vo yha or m vhan
Ab to m chahti b nhi
Ki takraar hmari kbhi band ho
Yu adat si lg gai h is takraar ki
Ye takraar ab mujhe kahaani lgti h zindagi se mere pyaar ki
Sasneh
Nishu
bech dali mitti
Sab bana do eint badri or patthar ka
Na rah jane pae mitti ka ek ansh bhi
Kyuki mitti rahi to vo insan ko uski aukat btaegi
Insan Jo bhul Jana chahta h usay chhupata h
Vo mitti bhi chhupa raha h
Unchi unchi or unchi gaganchumbi imaaratein bna raha h
Dharti se Aakash k Milan ko chhupa raha h
Kyuki usay sirf Aakash tak phuchne ki garaz h
Har jagah sirf insan ki bnai imaaratein khadi hain
Or lage h un par shandar kangure
Pagdandiya ab dikhti nahi kyuki jagah unki damar ki sadko ne le li h
Taki chal sake uski gadiya
Pani par ab insan ka kabza h
Nadi gum si ho gai h kahin
Ye badi factoriya lagi h us pani ko batorne me
Or bik raha h pani
Insan ka attahas h har traf
Vo sab pr chahta h sirf apna kabza
Bech Diya h usne sab
Rishte pahad nadiya or mitti
Sasneh
Nishu
Na rah jane pae mitti ka ek ansh bhi
Kyuki mitti rahi to vo insan ko uski aukat btaegi
Insan Jo bhul Jana chahta h usay chhupata h
Vo mitti bhi chhupa raha h
Unchi unchi or unchi gaganchumbi imaaratein bna raha h
Dharti se Aakash k Milan ko chhupa raha h
Kyuki usay sirf Aakash tak phuchne ki garaz h
Har jagah sirf insan ki bnai imaaratein khadi hain
Or lage h un par shandar kangure
Pagdandiya ab dikhti nahi kyuki jagah unki damar ki sadko ne le li h
Taki chal sake uski gadiya
Pani par ab insan ka kabza h
Nadi gum si ho gai h kahin
Ye badi factoriya lagi h us pani ko batorne me
Or bik raha h pani
Insan ka attahas h har traf
Vo sab pr chahta h sirf apna kabza
Bech Diya h usne sab
Rishte pahad nadiya or mitti
Sasneh
Nishu
dar se jude dar
Dar... ek dar... anek dar...
Kbhi uljhan se bhare dar kbhi suljhan se bane dar
Yu saanp se baat johate dar
Qabil se naqabil bnate dar
Insan ko haivan bnaate dar
Patthar ko bhagwan bnaate dar
M raet me dhas na jau
Ye bhi h dar
Or barf pr fisal na jau iska bhi h dar
Dar k kisi kone me ek pyar chhipa tha Jo kahta tha mujhse K kho na du m usay Jo mere pas nhi mere sath nhi or mera h hi nhi
Is tarah insan ko insan se htata dar
Ye dar hi to h Jo barish me bhig Jane deta nahi mujhe
Vo dar hi to h jo sadak par chlti ldki ko ankhein upar uthane nhi deta
Ankhon se ankhe milane nhi deta
Aasman ki gehraai ko chhune nhi deta
Taaro ki chhanv me sone nahi deta
Pairo me chappal pehnata dar
Khud ko aashiyane ki talaash me jutata dar
Kandho pr dupatta girata dar
Kbhi lgta h m is dar k qabil nhi hu
Phir lgta h dar k bina jine layak bhi nhi hu
Ye dar hume sichta h
Ye dar hi hme sokhta h
Samaj ki unchi diwaro ko fandane nhi deta ye dar
Faand bhi jaae agr to chhod kr Jane nhi deta ye dar
Khich lata h phir hme ye usi daldal ki khoh me
Qaid hona chahe ya na
Rooh tak tod deta h dar
Sasneh
nishu
Kbhi uljhan se bhare dar kbhi suljhan se bane dar
Yu saanp se baat johate dar
Qabil se naqabil bnate dar
Insan ko haivan bnaate dar
Patthar ko bhagwan bnaate dar
M raet me dhas na jau
Ye bhi h dar
Or barf pr fisal na jau iska bhi h dar
Dar k kisi kone me ek pyar chhipa tha Jo kahta tha mujhse K kho na du m usay Jo mere pas nhi mere sath nhi or mera h hi nhi
Is tarah insan ko insan se htata dar
Ye dar hi to h Jo barish me bhig Jane deta nahi mujhe
Vo dar hi to h jo sadak par chlti ldki ko ankhein upar uthane nhi deta
Ankhon se ankhe milane nhi deta
Aasman ki gehraai ko chhune nhi deta
Taaro ki chhanv me sone nahi deta
Pairo me chappal pehnata dar
Khud ko aashiyane ki talaash me jutata dar
Kandho pr dupatta girata dar
Kbhi lgta h m is dar k qabil nhi hu
Phir lgta h dar k bina jine layak bhi nhi hu
Ye dar hume sichta h
Ye dar hi hme sokhta h
Samaj ki unchi diwaro ko fandane nhi deta ye dar
Faand bhi jaae agr to chhod kr Jane nhi deta ye dar
Khich lata h phir hme ye usi daldal ki khoh me
Qaid hona chahe ya na
Rooh tak tod deta h dar
Sasneh
nishu
indradhanush
barson ho gae mujhe ye indradhanush dekhe
vo ek rang ki roshni me nahaae saat sajile rang
dekhe
yha mere ghar k bahar kuch lambi manzilein dikhti
h
Jo nhi h sach
or vo Jo rangdaar sach h vo khi ab bas yadon me
h
indradhanush ki yeh tasveer sajha krne k lie Rajesh Utsahi ji ka tah-e-
dil se shukriya
vo ek rang ki roshni me nahaae saat sajile rang
dekhe
yha mere ghar k bahar kuch lambi manzilein dikhti
h
Jo nhi h sach
or vo Jo rangdaar sach h vo khi ab bas yadon me
h
indradhanush ki yeh tasveer sajha krne k lie Rajesh Utsahi ji ka tah-e-
dil se shukriya
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इंद्रधनुष : बंगलौर में यूनीवर्स्टी बिल्डिंग के सातवें माले की खिड़की
से कुछ इस तरह नजर आया यह 11 जुलाई को। संयोग से कैमरा पास था सो हमने पकड़
लिया...

ek ka raag
Maine taare gine... par sooraj or chaand to kewal ek hi tha .
Maine din or raat gine par vo hafta ,mahina or saal to ek hi tha.
Ye sach hai ki hum aksar ek ki talaash me hazaro baar kho jaate hain,
Pr khud ko jo hum se jode aisa shakhs ek hi hota h,
Is ek k khel me maza khub h .... kabhi hum khud ko kbhi unko is khel ka niyam samjhaate hain,
Sasneh
Nishu
Maine din or raat gine par vo hafta ,mahina or saal to ek hi tha.
Ye sach hai ki hum aksar ek ki talaash me hazaro baar kho jaate hain,
Pr khud ko jo hum se jode aisa shakhs ek hi hota h,
Is ek k khel me maza khub h .... kabhi hum khud ko kbhi unko is khel ka niyam samjhaate hain,
Sasneh
Nishu
bindi ka farq
Chinta or chita me
Danga or daga me
Bas bindi hi to kam zyada h
Par dono me hi bindi ka akshar charam sthiti par jane ki pahli sidhi h ya pahli sthiti h ... or hm jo insaan hain vo in dono hi sthitio ko aane dete h kyuki hm har rishte insan or unse jude falsafo ko baandh lena chahte h kbhi parichit hokar kbhi aparichit hokar... arey raehne do yaaro khud ko parinde ki tarah ...har waqt ghoslon ki talaash zruri thode h.
Or un ghoslon ko Pedo ki tahniyon ka sahara zruri thode h... main to kahti hu bas chalo thahro thamo jiyo gehri saans lo jaano seekho ya na sikho or phir ud jaao agle kisi padaav k lie ya is baar shayad sirf raston k lie...kyu bindi or sthiti k jaal me fasna ...jio or jine do khud ko bhi or un tamaam logo ko jo tumhaari hi tarah gehri saans lena chahte h or kuchh pal bth kr sochna chahte h ya shayad nhi bhi sochna chahte bas baithna chahte h ...to chlo ye udaan phir se khol de ... 😇
Sasneh
Nishu
Danga or daga me
Bas bindi hi to kam zyada h
Par dono me hi bindi ka akshar charam sthiti par jane ki pahli sidhi h ya pahli sthiti h ... or hm jo insaan hain vo in dono hi sthitio ko aane dete h kyuki hm har rishte insan or unse jude falsafo ko baandh lena chahte h kbhi parichit hokar kbhi aparichit hokar... arey raehne do yaaro khud ko parinde ki tarah ...har waqt ghoslon ki talaash zruri thode h.
Or un ghoslon ko Pedo ki tahniyon ka sahara zruri thode h... main to kahti hu bas chalo thahro thamo jiyo gehri saans lo jaano seekho ya na sikho or phir ud jaao agle kisi padaav k lie ya is baar shayad sirf raston k lie...kyu bindi or sthiti k jaal me fasna ...jio or jine do khud ko bhi or un tamaam logo ko jo tumhaari hi tarah gehri saans lena chahte h or kuchh pal bth kr sochna chahte h ya shayad nhi bhi sochna chahte bas baithna chahte h ...to chlo ye udaan phir se khol de ... 😇
Sasneh
Nishu
khaas or aam ka mail jol
Aam me jo khaas ho
Khaas me jo aam
Ase dil ka ban jane ki
Mujhe ab darkaar h
Vo samander namkeen sa nhi
Pr bahti nadiya hone se sarokaar h
Khaq h ye jism
Bas atma hi paryapt h
Logo k bich me apke vichaar hi apki pehchaan h
Sasneh
Nishu
Khaas me jo aam
Ase dil ka ban jane ki
Mujhe ab darkaar h
Vo samander namkeen sa nhi
Pr bahti nadiya hone se sarokaar h
Khaq h ye jism
Bas atma hi paryapt h
Logo k bich me apke vichaar hi apki pehchaan h
Sasneh
Nishu
Thursday, July 10, 2014
dilli mein
Dilli me...
Dilli me waqt kuchh yun guzar jata hai jaise
Maru me pani ka sota sukh jata hai,
Yha hafte bhi din nazar aate hain or agla mahina ithlata aata hai,
Intzar munasib nhi smjha jata
Or zindagi ko second ki sui bnaya jata hai,
Kb bachpan k jaise kulfi
Khaungi
Ye intzar nzr aata hai,
Par kulfi wala na milne par agey badh ne ko kaha jata hai,
Vo beparwahi yaha ab koi nahi janta jab barish ka mausam aata hai,
Us baarish me koi nahi nahata kyonki vo unhe tym waste nazar ata hai,
Dilli me ab suraj nahi ugta na dhlta hai,
Yha har waqt koi kisi race me chuhe sa bhaga jata hai,
Main yhaa se door kahi jana chahti hu
Par ye kisi ko raas nazar nahi aata hai,
Yha main kab hum hai
Or hum kab main
Ye antar ab nazar nahi ata hai,
Farq logo ko padta nahi par dusro ko khoob jataya jata hai,
Is kheechtaan me mera sarwasv khatm hua jata hai.
Nishu
Dilli me waqt kuchh yun guzar jata hai jaise
Maru me pani ka sota sukh jata hai,
Yha hafte bhi din nazar aate hain or agla mahina ithlata aata hai,
Intzar munasib nhi smjha jata
Or zindagi ko second ki sui bnaya jata hai,
Kb bachpan k jaise kulfi
Khaungi
Ye intzar nzr aata hai,
Par kulfi wala na milne par agey badh ne ko kaha jata hai,
Vo beparwahi yaha ab koi nahi janta jab barish ka mausam aata hai,
Us baarish me koi nahi nahata kyonki vo unhe tym waste nazar ata hai,
Dilli me ab suraj nahi ugta na dhlta hai,
Yha har waqt koi kisi race me chuhe sa bhaga jata hai,
Main yhaa se door kahi jana chahti hu
Par ye kisi ko raas nazar nahi aata hai,
Yha main kab hum hai
Or hum kab main
Ye antar ab nazar nahi ata hai,
Farq logo ko padta nahi par dusro ko khoob jataya jata hai,
Is kheechtaan me mera sarwasv khatm hua jata hai.
Nishu
ek anokha dwandva
आँखों के पर्दों या पर्दों की आँखों से।
झीनी सी धूप या धूप के सिरहाने से।
मन एक पतंग हुआ जैसे पतंग ही मन हुआ।
कहीं दूर ले जाए ये मुझे,
ढलते सूरज की बाहों में या पहाड़ों की चोटी पे।
निशु
झीनी सी धूप या धूप के सिरहाने से।
मन एक पतंग हुआ जैसे पतंग ही मन हुआ।
कहीं दूर ले जाए ये मुझे,
ढलते सूरज की बाहों में या पहाड़ों की चोटी पे।
निशु
in makaano mein...
इन मकानों में कुछ इंसान रहते हैं।
इन मकानों में कुछ समाज रहते हैं।
इन मकानों में कुछ भाव रहते हैं।
ये मकान ही वो घर हैं जहाँ तुम और हम रहते हैं।
इन घरों में बहुत झरोखे हैं,
जहां से दूर कहीं हम देख सकें।
जहाँ से पास कहीं झांक सकें।
न केवल मकानों या घरों में
कुछ दिलों के दरीचो और दरियाओं में।
ज्यों सुबह होने को है त्यों सूरज भी चढ़ने को है।
आंखें जो खुल कर भी बंद है,
उसे भी अब सवाल है,
क्यों महरूम किया है उन्हें,
क्यों मसरूफ किया है उन्हें,
कि वो देख भी न सकें कि
आँखों का धुंधलका हटने को है।
निशु
इन मकानों में कुछ समाज रहते हैं।
इन मकानों में कुछ भाव रहते हैं।
ये मकान ही वो घर हैं जहाँ तुम और हम रहते हैं।
इन घरों में बहुत झरोखे हैं,
जहां से दूर कहीं हम देख सकें।
जहाँ से पास कहीं झांक सकें।
न केवल मकानों या घरों में
कुछ दिलों के दरीचो और दरियाओं में।
ज्यों सुबह होने को है त्यों सूरज भी चढ़ने को है।
आंखें जो खुल कर भी बंद है,
उसे भी अब सवाल है,
क्यों महरूम किया है उन्हें,
क्यों मसरूफ किया है उन्हें,
कि वो देख भी न सकें कि
आँखों का धुंधलका हटने को है।
निशु
vo ek shakhs
Maine dekha hai ek shaksh ko ,
Bahut nazdik se us din,
Ye shaksh pahle usme maine nahi dekha tha,
Kya pata chhupa rakha tha usne is shakhs ko kahin,
Ha Jeet ...yhi to nam tha uska ,
Par us roz vo kuchh alag tha,
ya yu kahein k aaj vo khud se khud me tha,
Par jo aaj tha vo ,
Mai chahti hu k vo vaisa hi rahe,
Vo na iska hai na uska hai,
Na hmara hai na tumhara hai ,
Vo bas khud ka hai,
Aha! Vo ksa awara,parwana,mastana,
Kabhi duniyamein kuch dhundhta,
Kabhi khud me kuch tatolta,
Kash vo shaam na doobti ,
Or vo sirf vaisa rahta ,
Jyo shaam dhali tyo vo khula shakhs fir kopal me chhui-mui sa chla gaya,
Main aaj bhi yad karti hu usay k vo shakhs fir se lautega,
Or m bhi jine k nae tarike ko us se janungi ,
Vo shakhs fir daraz ho gya tha Jo us roz,
Ha niklega ....
K tab hum usay janenge k jsa vo h,
Na ki vsa jaisa vo nahi hai .
Nishu
Bahut nazdik se us din,
Ye shaksh pahle usme maine nahi dekha tha,
Kya pata chhupa rakha tha usne is shakhs ko kahin,
Ha Jeet ...yhi to nam tha uska ,
Par us roz vo kuchh alag tha,
ya yu kahein k aaj vo khud se khud me tha,
Par jo aaj tha vo ,
Mai chahti hu k vo vaisa hi rahe,
Vo na iska hai na uska hai,
Na hmara hai na tumhara hai ,
Vo bas khud ka hai,
Aha! Vo ksa awara,parwana,mastana,
Kabhi duniyamein kuch dhundhta,
Kabhi khud me kuch tatolta,
Kash vo shaam na doobti ,
Or vo sirf vaisa rahta ,
Jyo shaam dhali tyo vo khula shakhs fir kopal me chhui-mui sa chla gaya,
Main aaj bhi yad karti hu usay k vo shakhs fir se lautega,
Or m bhi jine k nae tarike ko us se janungi ,
Vo shakhs fir daraz ho gya tha Jo us roz,
Ha niklega ....
K tab hum usay janenge k jsa vo h,
Na ki vsa jaisa vo nahi hai .
Nishu
vo barish ki pahli boondein
Vo baarish ki pahli boondein ,
Vo mitti ki pahli khushbu,
Vo khanakti aawaz boondon k girne ki,
Mahak ko sath lati hain ,
Ek arse tak yad krti hu m ye din,
Jab baithungi khidki k aahaate me ,
Or ankein band karke sunungi ye aawaaz ,
Or vo mahak mitti ki sath chali aegi ,
Bas yhi hoga us samay ka shashwat satya
Nishu
Vo mitti ki pahli khushbu,
Vo khanakti aawaz boondon k girne ki,
Mahak ko sath lati hain ,
Ek arse tak yad krti hu m ye din,
Jab baithungi khidki k aahaate me ,
Or ankein band karke sunungi ye aawaaz ,
Or vo mahak mitti ki sath chali aegi ,
Bas yhi hoga us samay ka shashwat satya
Nishu
Tuesday, July 1, 2014
barish ki boond
वो बारिश की पहली बूँदें ,
वो मिटटी की पहली खुशबू ,
वो खनकती आवाज़ बूंदों के गिरने की ,
महक को साथ लाती हैं ,
एक अर्से तक याद करती हूँ मैं ये दिनजब बैठूंगी खिड़की के अहाते में ,
और आँखें बंद करके सुनूंगी ये आवाज़ ,
और वो महक मिटटी के साथ चली आएगी ,
बस यही होगा उस समय का शाश्वत सत्य
सस्नेह
निशु
वो मिटटी की पहली खुशबू ,
वो खनकती आवाज़ बूंदों के गिरने की ,
महक को साथ लाती हैं ,
एक अर्से तक याद करती हूँ मैं ये दिनजब बैठूंगी खिड़की के अहाते में ,
और आँखें बंद करके सुनूंगी ये आवाज़ ,
और वो महक मिटटी के साथ चली आएगी ,
बस यही होगा उस समय का शाश्वत सत्य
सस्नेह
निशु
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